Get What you should do, not what you want to do?



Hello 😁

In this exam situation, I wanna write something down.
It is almost the end of june but I still found my self not changed  much better.
just want to share something about my  "flat" life.

Okey, I really grateful for every pieces life that given to me. But, I just disappointed in me. After reading some writing that inspired me and watching some of video that interested me, I found that my life is so flat. I have given a tons of blessing from the Savior and I realize something. I found that i have done a lot of thing and wasted a lot of time for useless thing.

Maybe people would say to enjoy your youth. Ok, I found that i was wrong to interpret it. I mean, I don’t know what that sentence really means but I have my own interpretation now. I have to do things that make me happy or something I like, but that must be USEFULL for me or others, the keyword is USEFULL. All this time, I just spend my time with something that I liked to.

I like watching movies, so I spend much time for watching, and? I just get a little lesson.

“at least you've got the lesson” okey but that's just a little sand and didnt have a big influence my life I think. Movies just entertain me, 90% entertaining only.

I spend much time for my phone, checking for my social media and the other stuff, playing games, OMG, so wasted.

“but you can learn anything and update for everything”. Yes I do. But all these like false. I can connect with my friend, getting so many idea from the people there, but I don’t need to spend much time. I mean, I feel like enslave by technology.

then...
 i wanna change.
I have reading some inspirational writing and I want to join their habits 💪most of the writing reveal my mind. 

 I am blessed, so what should I do? Just wait for a food feed me? Just wait for a good scores to satisfied me? Just wait for a success welcoming me? I believe these thing have been prepared for me, I am not worried because I have a hope, a big hope. But, I have to find out where that were before the time is up and i lost the chance. 

One day, I am watching video on youtube. There was a video about why his 4.0 at Harvard was a failure. I interested in and open the video. He is a student from Harvard University. You know, he was so adorable. How can 4.0 was a failure? OMG Mr. John are you kidding? thats what i thought first, He killed it btw
after finish watching for his video, I open his channel and found another inspiration stuff. Okey, finally this phone not wasted my time. After 3 or 4 videos, I found so much lesson from him and try to imitate him reading a book for a week (just try). That was difficult to switch to a state that has made us comfortable, right? But it is not to late to act babe. Don’t wait to do the useful thing before your youth is dissapear. Pyuhhh. Lost.

BUT.. if you have done what you shold have done, you are a really good person.. congrats..

Everyhting has been given to us. Just find the right way with the right intentions. Don’t forget to be gratefull and don’t waste your time. Grab your true happiness.

Philippians 4:6
do not be anxious about anything, but in everything by prayer and supplication with thanksgiving let your requests be made known to God







THANK YOU