this is my last post before having the midterm exam.
what did I highlight for this month?
SEMINAR!
actually, the seminar moment was not an important point to tell. the most important was the story behind that. I was getting nervous for about 3 weeks before my seminar, maybe more....
Firstly, I became a moderator for my friend's seminar, right a week before my turn. maybe it was easy for some people, but not me. I was a nervous girl for something like speaking formally in front of people with my “blepotan” english. so I had to prepare really well. big thanks to my friends who helped me and patiently listened to me chattering over and over.
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One of my supervisor. THANKYOU GIRL |
I already feel “tingkat akhir” sensation. I even wanted to have 'me time', or having fun time. my day changed. after had a seminar, I still have a field practice report to complete, and other stuff that chased me.
first week, i had a discussion with my prof about my research proposal, i thought that i wouldnt able to make it complete. i found difficulties in searching for the journal. i almost gave up and wanted to change my topic. i told my sister about my complicated week and she helped me by offering me to have a break for having fun. i approved that offer absolutely without any hesitation.
I felt a little bit of stress .
I think i should remind my self.
I'd surrender everything. i just able to survive with Him.
as written in the bible
" Karena itu rendahkanlah dirimu di bawah tangan Tuhan yang kuat, supaya kamu ditinggikan-Nya pada waktunya. Serahkanlah segala kekuatiranmu kepada-Nya, sebab Ia yang memelihara kamu"
5 Oktober 2018
Finally, One Step Closer. thankyou for all of people who helped me done the seminar well. thank you for all the support, revising, and advice.
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| Thankyou Simbion for being a family for me. its almost 2.5 years and still counting. |
THANK YOU