Ambivert. I wanna talk a little bit about this personality.
So, when I was in high school I just knew
about introvert and extrovert. Also, I wasn't really familiar with
this two. The thing that I knew just like introvert is someone who
likes to be alone and be silent for others, and people who like to
talked and show up themselves is an extrovert. Nothing came through my
mind until someday I found myself confused about me. that’s happened and
I tried to find that by having online personality test, But the result
never satisfied me.
One day I joined a kind of training, and one of the topic was personality thing. It’s deeper than what I’ve known before, more complex. I Feel like I know nothing. But I like my result, because its not about extrovert and introvert thing only.
So my curiosity a little bit disappear until one day my friend told me “you must be an introvert” okey that’s not even a question, he judged me. so I rethink about this. I can’t give him the answer because I just confused. I felt like I was an introvert but I didn’t. So I came back to my room and have a test again after more than a year I never do this stuff anymore. I found that I was an extrovert. Okay, I will try another test, still have the same result. I was in with some of the result but still felt that I am not that one though.
Next day, I locked that result on my mind, "Okay I am extrovert and I will just act like I'm absolutely an extrovert and lets see what happen".
In the end of the day....... I'M TIRED
I typed on my search engine, “not introvert but not extrovert” I was stuck and that was how my dumb brain works. I found one, said something like “not an introvert and not an extrovert? You may be an ambivert?”
Suddenly HAH? What?
Read along about 1 hour with my not stable heartbeat LOL bcs I was that happy.
Finally, OK I GOT IT.
Back then, I rechecked my result last time which confused me, and found that my extrovert percentage is 51% and 49% introvert. That’s why it said I am extrovert. But actually, I am an ambivert. I took the test which provided the ambivert category, and I end up with that.
I still remember the moment when I found out the ambivert, I felt more alive. I know that I am not weird girl bcs of confusion in my personality.
Why I suddenly finally write this down?
It's been a long time I wanted to write about this, but it never be done until recently I found an article providing a quiz. It says that they want to guess whether you are an introvert or extrovert based on your taste in K-pop. I never tried this one. I just want to skip that because I think they would say I am an extrovert then. But because dowoon on the thumbnail, I clicked and took the quiz (fan girl detected HAHAHA but its okay). I didn’t expect it but ambivert still came out as the result. So yeah I smile bcs they guessed correctly. I suddenly realized my list to do and I wrote this.
So, being an ambivert also had its own difficulties. I used to be easily confused about the choices. I can be an introvert and extrovert, I mean I have both of the traits. I will become someone depends on my situation, mood, and the people who I talked to. I am grateful for this. At least I found out a little bit of myself.
Do I think it is special?
First time I thought it was so special, until I found out that it is not make me special if I just make it as a label. People who knowing their self and trying to develop it accordingly will be the special one, until one day they can grow become a person. That’s why it's so important to know, to love yourself first. We need to be “selfish”. Whatever your personality is, it nonsense if you didn’t give yourself a pure love. "Extrovert is the superior one". NO it’s not. Don’t push yourself like others if it will hurt you and make you not grow into a special person.
Because you are you, I am me, and they are them.
let's take inspiration from others who can make us grow into who we are without needing to force ourselves to be like them.
We are special if we know it, and we are not if we don’t care about it.
Hone your good character and use it wisely, grow well, share love, and yours become special.
One day I joined a kind of training, and one of the topic was personality thing. It’s deeper than what I’ve known before, more complex. I Feel like I know nothing. But I like my result, because its not about extrovert and introvert thing only.
So my curiosity a little bit disappear until one day my friend told me “you must be an introvert” okey that’s not even a question, he judged me. so I rethink about this. I can’t give him the answer because I just confused. I felt like I was an introvert but I didn’t. So I came back to my room and have a test again after more than a year I never do this stuff anymore. I found that I was an extrovert. Okay, I will try another test, still have the same result. I was in with some of the result but still felt that I am not that one though.
Next day, I locked that result on my mind, "Okay I am extrovert and I will just act like I'm absolutely an extrovert and lets see what happen".
In the end of the day....... I'M TIRED
I typed on my search engine, “not introvert but not extrovert” I was stuck and that was how my dumb brain works. I found one, said something like “not an introvert and not an extrovert? You may be an ambivert?”
Suddenly HAH? What?
Read along about 1 hour with my not stable heartbeat LOL bcs I was that happy.
Finally, OK I GOT IT.
Back then, I rechecked my result last time which confused me, and found that my extrovert percentage is 51% and 49% introvert. That’s why it said I am extrovert. But actually, I am an ambivert. I took the test which provided the ambivert category, and I end up with that.
I still remember the moment when I found out the ambivert, I felt more alive. I know that I am not weird girl bcs of confusion in my personality.
Why I suddenly finally write this down?
It's been a long time I wanted to write about this, but it never be done until recently I found an article providing a quiz. It says that they want to guess whether you are an introvert or extrovert based on your taste in K-pop. I never tried this one. I just want to skip that because I think they would say I am an extrovert then. But because dowoon on the thumbnail, I clicked and took the quiz (fan girl detected HAHAHA but its okay). I didn’t expect it but ambivert still came out as the result. So yeah I smile bcs they guessed correctly. I suddenly realized my list to do and I wrote this.
So, being an ambivert also had its own difficulties. I used to be easily confused about the choices. I can be an introvert and extrovert, I mean I have both of the traits. I will become someone depends on my situation, mood, and the people who I talked to. I am grateful for this. At least I found out a little bit of myself.
Do I think it is special?
First time I thought it was so special, until I found out that it is not make me special if I just make it as a label. People who knowing their self and trying to develop it accordingly will be the special one, until one day they can grow become a person. That’s why it's so important to know, to love yourself first. We need to be “selfish”. Whatever your personality is, it nonsense if you didn’t give yourself a pure love. "Extrovert is the superior one". NO it’s not. Don’t push yourself like others if it will hurt you and make you not grow into a special person.
Because you are you, I am me, and they are them.
let's take inspiration from others who can make us grow into who we are without needing to force ourselves to be like them.
We are special if we know it, and we are not if we don’t care about it.
Hone your good character and use it wisely, grow well, share love, and yours become special.
THANK YOU